I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

At the very beginning I know, I shouldn’t have fallen for you.. I know it’s wrong.. But everything happens for a reason..

It was meant to be a heartache with you.. I noticed you in the crowd, stood out in my eyes.. you are different. I never saw infatuation was coming..

I NEVER PICTURED LOVE WOULD BE IN THE PORTRAIT

Words are important to me.. I take words as gifts. Gifts from people who cares. I take each word to live by it.. I take those as me heartache remedy… I should say…

But one word changed my perception in life.. to live in a stone cage, where no one would ever hurt me again. A prison where I am alone.

It takes 7 minutes to cut an aged old tree.. but it takes years to raise another one..

And so as my heart.. It several words to break it, but It’ll take a lifetime to bear all the pain that fell to me.

I was quiet the entire moment… Listening, taking words by heart. I wanted to cry.. But I wanted to keep my faith so as not to show my weakness of heart.. I never saw things coming..

I thought everything would be alright..finally..no commitment, no excessive emotions, no hearty stuff.. but I was wrong…. Totally wrong..

I LOVE YOU… SO I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT..

I’m L-O-S-T…

I shouldn’t have loved him from the very beginning….

now i feel so lost of love….

lost in the shadow of the broken hopes…

leaving my shattered heart, and let the blowing wind kiss it…

i said goodbye alresy, but the truth gave the poor heart a reason to cry…

he will never ever be mine…. EVER…